[Epistemic status: not even a claim, really. This is still mostly stream of thought. Barely edited.]
One major result of my initial meditation experiment was driving home to me, on a more visceral level, the importance of sleep. Given that sleep is so critical, having a robust system for falling asleep, regardless of how I’m feeling seems high priority.
I can usually fall asleep pretty well, though I occasionally have bouts of restlessness, when I’m awake with my mind churning hours after I’ve gone to bed. I want to prevent that, permanently and robustly.
Today, I outlined some perspectives on what’s preventing me from falling asleep in that situation, and the interventions each might imply:
- My mind is holding on to some open loops that it thinks are important
- Jot down my thoughts in my metacognition notebook.
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My thoughts are racing, and I just need to stably direct my attention to something else for a bit.
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Meditation (though this might be hard to pull off in such a situation)
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Drawing
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Reading
- Masturbating
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I’m physiologically aroused, and I need to cool off
- My thoughts are racing and I’m physiologically activated, because there’s some important goal that a subsystem of mine is tracking.
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IDC with it
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When I started listing these, I was think that I was noting different theories about what’s blocking falling asleep. But actually, these perspectives aren’t mutually exclusive. They’re more like different intervention points of a potentially contiguous model.
That is:
I’m awake because my body is physiologically aroused.
…Which is caused by attention being absorbed by something that’s in some way energizing or exciting.
…Which is probably because a goal directed process in me is trying to get something (by ruminating or planning or whatever).
And I can intervene on any of these levels.
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